Lust is something so tricky for me sometimes.
I was afraid to give in to lust for a long time because I had always been so cautious with showing that I wanted someone.
I did not want to come off as a slut (THANKS PATRIARCHY!), risk hurting someone or making others think I did not care about them.
I wrote a blog post about it here how important the connection is for me in 9/10 times and I also wrote about the 10th time when it's when I just go for it because I desperately want that person. That is still the case.
But I am much better to feel into my lust and wants these days AND doing it on my terms, not stressing about it cause someone else wants sex but until we both want it.
What I want to tell my younger self that had read so much about sex in her books, who knew that it was something called orgasm but never really felt it or knew her body properly....
...That you will have so much great sex because you can't keep your hands off another person and you both want to just drown in that feeling. You will have sex in the most weird places and times just because you feel into your lust.
And it will be wonderful.
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